Thursday, January 05, 2006

Feeling a bit whelmed

I know you can be under whelmed, and you can be overwhelmed, but can you ever just be, like, whelmed? -10 Things I Hate About You

I am having that feeling right now...I just can't figure it out, although I know that I am not just whelmed right now. I am way more overwhelmed. Doesn't it always seem like everything hits the fan at the same time and it isn't the sweet smelling breeze that is gently swinging your hammock as you look out to the beach.
School is crazy with starting all over again and a new schedule trying to be put into place. Hula is trying. I am getting a lot of the things, but then I have to be perfect, so to me it seems all wrong. Every time I mess up, I can hear my kumu's head shaking, although it really isn't. The boy I liked, is just like every boy in that stupid book, He's Just Not That Into You . I am working on a retreat that I know nothing about. I need to do work in my classroom to be prepared. My tongue is numb from getting my tooth worked on yesterday. I thought I was done with dentist, but I get to go back at the end of the month for another filling.
Then I think, I can't solve any of this by just sitting and moaning about it. It just seems to get worse when I do that. Instead, I need to take action on something. What should be first priority though, who knows? All I need to remember is to breathe, because all of this too shall pass and life will somehow and sometime be less busy, less stressful, and hopefully I will get feeling back in my tongue.

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