Blah!

I just feeling kind of blah today...I don't know what it is really, I am just feeling that way. I should be feeling great, it was only a half day of school-but we had to sit through meetings for the rest of the day. I should be feeling relieved that the craziness of being "equitable" with our schedule is over until May- but I still have some resentment towards the people that nit-pick every little thing that goes on in our building. I should be feeling accomplished that my 2nd grade team got our goals written out and have a meeting with our supervisor to get it approved, but I didn't do any editing for the CWU game pictures and I haven't called back a senior to book a shoot. I should be feeling full with all the food that I ate today both healthy and not-so-healthy, but I really want to have some popcorn. I should be feeling financially secure, but I tend not to stick to my "budget", so I sometimes worry about not having enough money when I retire. I should be feeling excited about getting together with friends, but everyone's so busy I worry that it won't ever happen. I should be feeling satisfied with my blog color choice and banner, but I really dislike them both and want to change them edited-I just did and I feel better about the choice, but I think I need to just make something new, but I'm not feeling inspired . I should be feeling energized with all the working out I'm doing, but actually my muscles are super sore and I don't know how well hula camp is going to help with them getting less sore. I should be feeling cheery, but people are already talking about Christmas and Halloween and Thanksgiving haven't even passed yet. (Although I did find a present for my niece already) I should be feeling intrigued about new and exciting adventures, but that's wearing off and now I am just feeling frustrated that the time for them can't be here sooner. I should be feeling carefree, but with all this going on in my head it's hard to be. I should be feeling....but really I just feel blah! blah! blah! and I don't know why.
So I have no picture to post with this because how fun would a picture of me looking blah be..;)