Sometimes I feel like it's just not meant to be? I try so hard to make it work, but every time I try, something happens and everything falls apart? Maybe I should have just let go and then it wouldn't be so hard. But how do I let go? Can I let go?
I worried about this. I wondered if it would work. Would it be as easy as it seemed? With feelings involved it hasn't been. Frustrating and Hurtful are more like it.
So I'm done! It's over! I'm moving on!
Tomorrow will be a brighter day. Everything will work out. My kids will make me laugh and I will see their inner dancers dance. My laughter will ring out and a smile will appear on my lips. I will be me again and let all the stress, anguish, and hurt roll of my shoulders, down my back and off of my body. I don't need it or want it. I want to be carefree, hopeful, and silly again. I want to be me.
