Back and Tired

This week has been super busy and crazy and I am so ready to have a big break from all of life. I was so stressed out that my neck wouldn't let me turn my head, so I needed to go and get a massage and I think that I may need another one.

• School was okay. There was tons of things that we started this week, because it was the first of the month. I tried to be a good teacher, but there were a few days this week, that I just couldn't handle it and it felt like I was a first year teacher again. I was so overwhelmed with things it seemed like all the times that I talked, I was going to be in tears. Tuesday, I go so frustrated and inpatient that I had to give myself a timeout.
• This week my life was full of hula. Everything was hula. Hula practice at halau. Hula practice at home. Making leis. Sewing costumes. Getting frustrated. Feeling overwhelmed. Worrying about all of it. And all of it prepared me to dance this past Saturday.
• I made my first performance on Saturday. I was super excited, yet overwhelmed and that whole talking and crying thing was happening. It must be nervousness and a whole lot of pressure that I was putting on myself. All the people that came to watch, said I looked beautiful eventhough I knew where I messed up.
• My house is a mess, I need to clean, but all I really want to do is sleep. I haven't had enough of it in the past week. I also need clothing to wear this coming week, which means I need to do laundry.
• In talking to my stinky neighbors last week, they helped me figure out how to get some basic channels out of my tv, which led me to find out that Grey's Anatomy can be seen on the web and that the new season of the Bachelor is on again.

So now you're all caught up and I hope you enjoy this coming week. I only have 4 days of school and then I am taking a three day weekend. Maybe I'll go and find some fall leaves.